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I spoke with Francie today and feel refreshed, rejuvenated. Here are some learnings:

• Do what you want. If every decision you make is aligned with what you truly want, you will be fine. This includes enacting self-discipline and setting boundaries, which you want because they benefit you. Slow down and take time to deliberate accordingly, delaying decision-making until certainty is reached. Certainty is felt through a combination of intellectual reasoning and (mostly) intuiting.
• Where does the ambitious / driven side of me come from? What is it based on? I think it’s built on the idea that I want to make the most of this life, to maximize my talents, to share this love of life with others and relieve suffering. If this is true, that I simply know that I am brimming with potential and want to make a positive impact on the world, then every decision I make will be aligned with this. If I really want to bask in love of life with others, to motivate them toward positive change, freedom, and fulfillment, then I don’t need to do anything. This motivation will come from my energy, leading by example, my presence and my being. There is nothing to prove, only love and kindness to be shared. 
• Love is self-generating. It gives and it gives. 
• My entire life I have been blessed. With family, friends, health, education, opportunity. I have always been provided for. Anything I have wished for, I have been given. Why do I fear that the future will not be the same? Why do I keep wanting more and more, demanding more and more from an ever-patient and responsive Universe? Because I am afraid. But my fear is irrational and based on my monkey mind alone. I relinquish this fear of not having enough, of not being enough. My cup floweth over. I am beyond blessed. I will act as such and give generously to the world from my wellspring,
• It’s okay to be imperfect. Every day I grow and learn. There is no need to be hard on myself. Recognize the anger / sadness / frustration. Accept it. Investigate why it happened. Nurture it so you can eventually learn and move on.
• It’s time to break free from the ideological shackles of conventional success. The goal is to buy land and fill it with friends (of all species). All are welcome. It will be self-sustaining, filled with love, innovation, creativity, expression, sharing, kindness, collaboration, healing, and inspiration. Success is finding and recruiting beautiful souls who share this vision.